Friday, September 02, 2005
lata if i gt tyme i summarize lh wat have happen.. ok? lor..
well fer 2dae.. e worst dae fer tis week...
went to sch early.. actually nt so early lh.. ard 650 lyke tat.. only ten minutes earlier den usual.. haha.. coz i left my file in sch.. den gt sum assignment tat needed to be handed in todae.. lor.. stupid me.. den no wat? somebody inform me tat e assignment are to be handed in wen sch reopen..SHIT laH!!! haha.. waste my tyme only cum to sch so early... maths period didnt pay attention tat much coz, all dnts pple were very busy preparin fer presentation.. den wen dnt period cum.. i panic.. my grp artefact haven finish den e folio nt properly inserted.. my grp member still can joke man.. **** them la.. den came my grp turn 2 present.. all stumble.. don noe wat to sae.. luckily our mind quick in thinkin.. lor..
den after tat e bell go off indicatin our recess tyme.. my grp took a long tyme.. drag into our recess tyme.. we were only dismiss at 1120.. my grp was held back..kena lecture la den wat.. mr raj said we were just makin ourself fool durin e presentation.. 1125.. e rest of my team members was let go.. i was held back.. im e group leader mah.. kena lecture again.. haiz... recess tyme almost gonna went off.. den i was let go.. out frm e dnt room, my tears slowy run down.. haiz.. u noe me right.. i cant get scolded especially frm a guy.. my heart is soo soft to guy.. even if my father jus stare at me, its enuf to make me cry.. many pple saw me cry.. tat was e second tyme i cried after dnt period.. haiz>.... :'(
cry at e toilet.. luckily no one was there.. den went i wanna go out from e toilet wit my eyes n nose still red.. yikai was in e boys toilet n saw everything.. haikal pon nampak.. haiz..
durin poa lessons, cant concentrate.. my eyes felt tired after e cryin.. after sch still have to find mr raj to hand in e graded paper.. very troublesome.. at last poa lessons end liao.. den hilmi pass me a choclolate.. he said it was frm kevin.. bt aniwae e chocolate taste really nice.. coffee.. delicious.. thanx to whoever gave it to me.. arigtao.. den after tat quickily rushed down to dnt block to find mr raj.. once i late he will be gone to e mosque.. actually i dun want to c him.. malu leh.. he blame coz i cannt coordinate e group... hey comon, im a gerl.. n u expect me to ordered hilmi, samuel n Zhong to do work!! as if u dun noe their behaviour.. haiz..
he was nt in e dnt blk wen i reach there.. haiz.. den saw his car cumin in from e gate.. LOR!! pass him e paper n walked off.. bt he call me back.. n ask me y i did nt go fer recess jus now.. n noe wat i say to him? "no Mood!" n walked off.. lor.. bt have to create a fake smile fer him.. lor.. i tink he understand wat tat suppose to mean... haiZ... gt band 2dae den mi quarrel wit hilmi.. almost cry.. evrything i do n say is wrong to him n whatever siew guat do or say is correct to him.. NT faiR leh.. pissed off..
kla gotta eat my medicine n went to sleep.. my head ache lah..
NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 7:41 PM
